to realise the value of a year...

ask the person who dignosed cancer

the realise the value of a month...

ask a pre-matured baby

to realise the value of a week...

ask a weekly newspaper editor

to realise the value of a day...

ask a daily wage worker

to realise the vaue of an hour...

ask the lovers who waiting anxiously to meet

to realise the value of one minute...

ask the person who just missed the last train

to realise the value of one second...

ask the survival of a car accident

to realise the value of one millisecond...

ask the athelet who came in the race

tats the value of TIME.

are all the statements true?

yup i think its very true.

(:

to study or to work?

to stay or to go?

y in life have to do so much decisions?

the worst thing is the older u get the more things you have to decide.

the worst worst thing is you have to make more and more complex decisions.

i really hate to make decisions.

maybe im used to be a follower.

seldom make decisons since teenage.

so ended up im like this.

really hate myself so so much.

hais.

sometimes i wana make my own decision.

but ppl ard me will psyco me.

so made me so indecisive.

and the fact is.

im actually quite indecisive.

hais.

wat can i do?

im like going crazy le u noe?

hmm.

out of sudden feel like trying something new.

wana try something tat im always telling myself i dont like like.

but wat if i tried le and i really dont like it?

do i have a choice to turn back?

or have to continue with it even though i dont like it?

or have to try another thing le?

hais.

ya tats y im afraid to try something new.

afraid of failures.

tats y im always where i was 5yrs ago.

think if i continue to afraid and scared all the way.

think 50yrs later im still doing the same old stuff?

hais dunno lah.

can anyone guide me wat i suppose to do now?

shld i try or not to try?